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What were you doing one year ago today?
Submitted by CassandraMorgan.
One year ago today... I was hanging out at my grandma's after just getting back from North Carolina the day before, sitting at Dodie's pc telling my boyfriend I missed him after seeing him 24 hours beforehand. Then went to my cousins' house several blocks away to veg out on video games, miss a phone call from my mom, and later on get bitched at for something I hardly remember going on. I think.
Good times. heh.
What are five things you're good at?
Submitted by HapaLove.
1. Apparently I'm good at attracting guys that are flakes to stick around.
2. Making the best banana bread ever.
3. Being a witty smartass.
4. Procrastinating.
And last but not least...
5. Your mom.
How many bones have you broken? Yours or someone else's?
I have broken several bones. I've broken my fingers and toes before without bothering to go to the doctor, they all healed fine. My two major breaks ever were my wrists back when I still skated. I was rollerblading in my neighborhood when I was about 12 or 13, no pads, or helmet. Dressed as boyish as a tom boy got then, I had baggy pipeline legged pants and a blue baggy t-shirt with an alien tagging on a wall on the front. Apparently I was too stupid to roll up my pant leg well enough so that when I turned it wouldn't fall down. It unrolled as I was turning near a corner and it caught under my wheels and breakpad, sending me flying down backwards onto my ass. I, in my ingeniousness, thought that sending my hands backwards behind me would help me catch myself.. Uh, word to the wise. Don't do it. haha. My wrists went snap, crackle and one good pop, I was down for the count, laying in the middle of the street on top of a manhole cover. I couldn't even get myself up. My neighbor was walking by and she just happened to see my struggle. So she came and helped.. then got me to hobble home to get chewed up by my mother before being drug away to the ER, which took forever.
In any case, I was x-rayed and they almost missed that one of the arms was really broken. They had to look a second and third time to be sure. My left wrist and joint was so busted up that I was scheduled for a surgery, I had three stainless steel hook pins inserted into my wrist to reset the joint and bones to heal properly. I had those in for about two months? My left arm was stuck in a splint for all that time that came all the way up to my elbow, with my arm stuck in a bent position. My right arm was in a few different casts up to the middle of my forearm, far less drastic than my left. Boy.. was that fun. Let me tell you, going against docto'rs orders and drawing and using my arms to do things like.. say play air hockey all the time wasn't very easy.
I will never skate again without wristguards.
I shy away from Loowa, LJ, and most anything else lately. Lack of creativity and motivation is driving me nuts and I'm withering. My lights have kinda faded out lately. I need a major pick me up.
Note to self: Fix it.
And I can't stop thinking about the guy on my left. The picture is just sitting there facing me every morning from across the room when i get out of bed.
I want that day back. Second note to self: Fix this too.
In other news, New Years was fun, I got drunk as did everyone else, so my brother and I crashed out at the friend's who had the party. I took video. I'll peice it together later and share sometime.
So.. my wireless for my laptop decided to crap out on me. Why? I don't know. But I suspect it has something to do with it being jealous of the PS2 I bought myself today. Fear of being forgotten over a game system, the poor lappy.
In other news, I'm working on forgetting the ex ( I'll refer to him as "X-2" since I'm sure I'll make reference to my OTHER ex-boyfriend sometime.), it's still hard. It's been over a month and the guy is still in my head, the smallest things remind of him and it's like an overwhelming happy feeling followed by being sad then angry, then finally wishing to get it all out of my head altogether. What's funny is, he wanted me to move closer to him still, regardless of being together or not, without much concern as to how I react to his "moving on" in front of me. I mean come on, I spent about two years with you..You'd think you'd have more of a brain to consider what we've been through. He reads me like a book most times but is lazy to actually do it when it's important.
And I've been talking to these other guys, I like them enough I guess, but I'm still hesitant. One seems busy most of they time but he's a real nice guy when he wants to be, I had fun spending time with him on our dates. And the other guy.. Hm. He perplexes me some days and infuriates me on others, then just makes me laugh at random moments. We're not alike and then we are at the same time. It's blatantly obvious that he wants to be more than just friends with me but I'm still undecided as to how to go about it. I keep hoping that as time goes on something will progress naturally, I'm not in a hurry just to jump into something again, despite the want for companionship. I won't deny that I want someone to love and to love me back, just without hurting me in the end.
I'm off to fight my laptop again then clean my room, figure out what I'm going to do about getting the tv and PS2 set up, the room is a mess and I have no space to do squat. Blarg.
Ta-ta.
Who would you like to kiss under the mistletoe?
Submitted by EmmyAngua.
The sad thing is, I have no one. Bah.
Recent crap below.
1. Me in my car, delirious.
2. Myself, Neil, and Irene. ( I hate these fly catching moments. )
3. Wanna kiss that under the mistletoe? Neil did.
